I don't understand why I keep talking about ghosts when all my life I hadn't really seen one. Maybe I felt such strong presence a few hours ago. I thought it was just angels but it seems the ghosts are trying to introduce themselves. They are trying to tell us something. Why do I have a feeling that someone is about to get reincarnated? How amazing would it have been if I am going to see my grandmother again this time as a baby.
I just realized today that a huge fraction of the nostalgia we may be experiencing whenever we listen to Christmas songs have nothing to do with Christmas. It's actually the music arrangement which transports us into another dimension as some people would call it. Sadly, this realization did not really help in getting rid of the sadness we feel. It actually made things worse because before we are only afraid of Christmas. Today, we are afraid of any and every time of the year. We are afraid of being sad.
AJ On Set